It starts with a simple, “hello.” Chemistry takes it from there. Chemistry determines whether someone will become your friend, your significant other, or someone who came into your life to teach you a lesson. To test your strength, to break you down, and to give you no choice but to question, “what the hell am I doing?”
You can’t help the way you feel, so you keep going back for more. You know it’s toxic. It’s killing you, yet making you feel so alive. How can it be? How can the same thing that’s bringing you so much happiness cause you so much pain? You keep repeating your same mistakes, but hoping for a different outcome. Insanity ensues. “Leave before it’s too late. Go before you fall deeper.” That little voice inside your head screams at you. But, you stay. You want more. Because this is what you do. You wreak havoc and bring heartbreak upon yourself. How far will you push yourself? Why are you testing these limits?
The limits were pushed to the extreme. No more. This can’t go on. Brace yourself because this is the demise.
And just like that, everything came crashing down. Every decision you know you should have made before was made for you right then.
And that was it.
That was goodbye.